This is the first time I am ever going to admit this in public, but I guess there is no better time than now. I have become numb to the emotion that takes you up on a wild rollercoaster ride. I have become no longer afraid, but above the feelings of sentimentality and false hopes. Believe it or not, but I have completely lost faith that I would ever be granted the opportunity of finding true love. All I ever believe in is unconditional love. Romance just doesn't exist anymore.

I guess this isn't being bitter, but more of being realistic. May even sound as if I'm complaining, though I really am not. This is more of a huge step for me, in finally accepting the truth.

I won't be easily swayed anymore...no longer as naive as before.

Too bad it had to turn out this way. I just really don't believe in it anymore... =(