Thursday, September 09, 2004

Truth and Lies

Take my hand. We’ll walk awhile, talk awhile…

It was so easy for you to have taken the risk. I, on the other hand, had to plead the angels above to whisper in my ear that I was doing the right thing. You never knew what a big sacrifice it was for me to give in to the emotion, to take your hand, and to walk beside you. You never knew all about the conflicts I had to deal with alone, as well as all the piercing judgments I had to take. I struggled to make the relationship work but you did nothing.
You planned everything, didn’t you? You planned the relationship to be temporary. You had no actual intention of making it last.
SUPERFICIAL JERK: you
STUPID: me

Feel my love, always there beside you

Your words have been useless because I never felt your love beside me at all. If I had, I wouldn’t be exhausted and drained now, would I? I drenched my spirit with every drop of patience and understanding for love to be enough for the both of us. Well, until my soul got too dry.

Be the one. I know you’ll tell me everything. You are the one I cherish more than anything…

LIAR.

I love you more than you’ll ever know…

Do you?

I love you more than you’ll ever see…

Really now…

I love you more than my heart could ever show…

Huh?! You have a heart? Didn’t seem to notice…

I love you more than you’ll ever know…

How could you say you love me? Do you even know what love means?
Loyalty. Faithfulness. Honesty. Sacrifice.
Maybe you forgot about these. Or maybe I just have to understand the newer version of love: getting back together with your ex while you’re still in an existing so-called relationship!
Dude, I’m not stupid.

Think of me and know that I’ll believe in you

Why should I think of you? Who do you think you are? You don’t deserve any remembrance at all.

There’ll always be this precious time together

Oh, how unfortunate for me! I’m going to be stuck with memories of crap.

With every tear, a love strong…

Don’t expect me to shed a tear for you. No asshole deserves my crying over him.

No words could ever say…a love to last forever.

In your dreams! I’m out of your life.

I love you more than you’ll ever know. I love you more than you’ll ever see… I love you more than my heart could ever show… I love you more than you’ll ever know…

Boy, you’ve got an idiotic way of proving it…so stop fooling yourself and cut me some slack.

I’m freeing myself from all your shitty deception.