"Oo nga, you'll give me what I want...the independence, the freedom, my moving on...pero hindi mo ba naisip na kaya ko lang pinili yon para hindi makasakit ng ibang tao? Para hindi siya masaktan...and to at least save myself a little dignity that may somewhat still be left? Na sa lahat ng nagawa kong mali, may magawa naman akong tama...Mahal kita. Mahal ka niya. Mahal mo sya...tanggapin mong ramdam ko iyon. Siya ang mas nauna,ako ang dapat magparaya."
It sucks...to do the right thing, to be on the losing end, believing that things will be fine...but knowing that they wouldn't.
Two years...should have been enough...should have been too much...But I tried everything...denied the truth...even deceived myself...Still, the footprints he left never faded... And saying goodbye for good has made me miserable.
"Everything was a lie. You made everything a lie for me. I think I should thank you for that. You showed me what the real world was all about: Deception and lies...I really hate you, and for as long as I am loving you, I will keep hating you...I never hated anybody the way I do now because I never loved anybody the way I loved you..."
Will someone tell me, until when?
