Cream Frap, Fries and Strawberries

Couldn't believe it's the end of the week again...sigh.

Some people jump up and down whenever this day comes, but all I ever did when I woke up was give out a heavy sigh. Fridays and Mondays are the most depressing days for me...it's actually difficult to explain, though I'll try...

Monday is the first day of the week, right? Not knowing what's up for the week is the fun part. I LOVE surprises, and I don't really care if something out of the ordinary occurs...but that's just it. Nothing unusual ever happens. Every other week is the same, and somehow the monotony takes out every ounce of enthusiasm out of my life. Don't get me wrong, though, because I thank God for each day...It just gets harder, you know, when you have to convince yourself everyday that you are going to have a good day.

Then, Friday is Thank-God-It's-Friday for everyone else, except for me. Weekends mean a lot of thinking...and realizations just keep on coming. You know, just when you want to sit down and free your mind from all the worries of the week, it's your heart that begins to whisper or sometimes shout.

What's wrong with you? Why couldn't I do better? Why is it so unfair?
Blah. Blah. Blah... And all the sentimental crap there is.

Sigh.
You may think I'm crazy.

Well, damn right I am.

Good thing there's cream frap, fries and stawberries to get me by.