pseudo: false; deceptive; sham; not genuine but having the appearance of; a person who makes deceitful pretenses
temptress: an alluring, bewitching woman; enchantress: a woman who is considered to be dangerously seductive
temptress: an alluring, bewitching woman; enchantress: a woman who is considered to be dangerously seductive
Defining the url for this blog should have been done a long time ago, but I guess I wasn't able to find the words to do so. Prompted by an uncontrollable desire to vent out my anger and frustation, the right moment to write this is now.
I have always thought of myself as knowing my boundaries and not exceeding certain limitations, as I was brought up to act accordingly in different situations. However, as I continue to live this so-called life, I realize that what I want others to percieve about me is really not what they see. And I suppose that is something I could never change. They have their own viewpoints that I respect, as they are all duly entitled to their own opinions. Sometimes, though, I find myself being pulled towards their own perceptions that I somewhat lose myself one way or another, which is such a tragedy.
Now, sticking to the real point I want to make.
I do not see myself in any way as a temptress, thus the prefix pseudo...For one, I could never categorize myself as alluring or even dangerously seductive. So why did I connect such a name to my individuality?
The answer to that arises from the curse that has been casted upon me...or to the idiotic actions of SOME guys who just really want to screw up my life. (Pardon the tactlessness, I just really am pissed off)
Although the occurrences are few, the impact on my life has been drastic. I now see the world in a less colorful way, filled with deception and lies, as love is just an external entity, not to be experienced in its truest sense, but to be used just to fulfill one's egotistical desires. Yes, it all boils down to my incessant ranting about the unacceptable behavior of the opposite sex. No, I am not a man-hater...as if there's something I can do about a world full of a**...
Damn.
I'm sorry, emotions are getting the best of me. I can't make my point.
